Melancholy Baby

My heart ached for him as we talked. I had to stop myself from engulfing him in my arms and holding him close. I feel so much when I hear his voice. Later when we’re in bed, as he holds my neck in his powerful hands, I sensed his strength - he could easily snap my neck if he wanted to. Involuntarily, my body stiffened. He whispers in my ears to relax me. His fingers caressing, making me sigh and my body melts. I melted. His voice is controlling me. My body reacts to his touch. I can’t help but do as his hands, his lips, his tongue, his voice bids me. I am his, all of me and I am in love. When our time together ends, as I walk away from him, I could see the trench thats getting bigger between me and him. I walk away and I ache for him. I got into a taxi and all I could feel was sadness. I pack it away, and I’ll only take it out again for the next time we meet. 

I have feelings with all the men I go to bed with. Its the only way I know how to be. But I need to be present with them. I can’t love them from afar. My body will break if I do. But I love them, all of them. The men who touch me, whom I touch. I smile on the outside, but my heart breaks every time I say goodbye.

delectabledeviants: I can’t get deep enough inside you. Pushing slowly, inch by delicious inch, into your walls that grip and release me in sexual syncronicity with your breathing. All the way inside you and I hear you sigh, purr, grasp at me with your muscles again. But I need to be in deeper, I need  more from you. I lift your hips with my strength, your arms clamp my arms, nails dig as I push deeper. I want to elicit that touch which is at the very core of you. To feel that shock and gasop and “Fuck, right there” I need to feel the very heart of you grip me tighter whilst you tremble. To see you unable to even open your eyes for the bliss that’s stealing oxygen, reality. I’m breathing my breath upon your lips, barely touching you. I want your kiss, but I won’t let you. Lift your legs over my shoulders, I want more gasp, more tremble. I desire all of you. I want you to feel all of me. Deep in you. Upon you. I want you.

delectabledeviants:

I can’t get deep enough inside you.

Pushing slowly, inch by delicious inch, into your walls that grip and release me in sexual syncronicity with your breathing.

All the way inside you and I hear you sigh, purr, grasp at me with your muscles again.

But I need to be in deeper, I need  more from you.

I lift your hips with my strength, your arms clamp my arms, nails dig as I push deeper.

I want to elicit that touch which is at the very core of you.

To feel that shock and gasop and “Fuck, right there”

I need to feel the very heart of you grip me tighter whilst you tremble.

To see you unable to even open your eyes for the bliss that’s stealing oxygen, reality.

I’m breathing my breath upon your lips, barely touching you.

I want your kiss, but I won’t let you.

Lift your legs over my shoulders, I want more gasp, more tremble.

I desire all of you. I want you to feel all of me.

Deep in you. Upon you.

I want you.

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lustfulkitty: explosive… the way it’s meant to be…

lustfulkitty:

explosive… the way it’s meant to be…

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“Life is short. Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”
— Mark Twain (via julie911)

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Reminds me, need to get my nails done. :) Volunteers?

Reminds me, need to get my nails done. :) Volunteers?

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herdirtylittleheart: One of my all time fantasies. I sing, and classy, dark, smoky, lounges with rugged looking piano-men have always held an appeal. I can close my eyes and put myself right into this scene…..

herdirtylittleheart:

One of my all time fantasies. I sing, and classy, dark, smoky, lounges with rugged looking piano-men have always held an appeal. I can close my eyes and put myself right into this scene…..

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Chet Baker - Born To Be Blue. :)